Current of Eros

Current of Eros is for the woman who desires to feel MORE of herself fully online and ALIVE, to take up more space in her physical vessel and in her life. For the woman who wants to know embodied confidence in her skin, confidence has nothing to do with physical appearance but emerges from a cultivated depth of connection to her Essence. This isn’t about “putting something on”, it is the radiance that naturally emanates when a woman is connected, unafraid and in reverence of her erotic aliveness. 

Eros quietly commands the return of power placed externally and a re-orientation to inner-authority and personal sovereignty. It asks for a women’s willingness to be fully responsible for her sexual, creative power and inhabiting her TRUE size in the world. Not the size of the one that makes herself smaller for the comfort of others or contorted to fit the roles she has learned to perform in different aspects of her life, for love, or to survive. 

Most of all, this journey is the deepest and sweetest coming home to your heart. From all of the ways you pour the depths of your heart into others yet don’t give that same depth to yourself. Current of Eros explores how to turn towards yourself to be truly filled and nourished by your own Essence and erotically steeped in your own loving presence. This means learning how to cultivate a loving relationship to all parts of you, including the forgotten or exiled ones. This means learning how to soften the inner critic, the punisher, the one that makes herself wrong, so you can exalt your embodied woman in her wholeness. Eros is the pathway home.

This journey is about what becomes available when a woman returns to her body, her heart, and the sanctity of her erotic essence.

This is a body-based path. This journey is crafted in an artful way using a variety of methods of self-inquiry including somatic and embodiment practices, tantric philosophy, archetypal exploration and shadow work. Group calls will involve transmission style teachings on feminine energetic principals and guided experiential journeys to explore the teachings through the body. There will be Q&A and personalised coaching to support you real time with what is arising from your exploration. The journey is structured in a way where each module builds upon the next to deepen your understanding and support natural integration of the teachings into your lived experience.

  • You desire to cultivate a true sense of HOME and safety in your body, where the internal war with parts of self can finally be laid to rest.

  • You want to awaken or deepen your connection to your sensuality and non-performative sexual expression. 

  • You desire to feel your sensuality not as something you “put on” but as something that naturally emanates as a full-feeling erotically alive, woman.

  • You desire to know more depth, gravity, spaciousness and rootedness in your body.

  • You want to cultivate a softer, more loving and compassionate relationship with yourself.

  • You see other women that are liberated in their erotic expression and somewhere have a belief that they “have it” and you “don’t.”

  • You are ready to meet and have approval for the full range of your Eros from your erotic fire, to the raw and tender depths of your heart.

  • You have a desire to reveal and be SEEN in your erotic expression.

  • You are craving more aliveness and presence in your daily life rather than going through the motions and feeling like you aren’t fully feeling and being IN your life. 

  • You feel stuck inside of addictive or dysfunctional repeating patterns and want to learn how to shift and re-direct the energy that is feeding them into what you actually desire to create in your life.

  • You sense there is MORE. A level of depth and richness you have a desire to access inside of yourself but haven’t yet found the pathways to open to it.

  • You are tired of living inside of a masculine-oriented system and want to learn how to harness the power of living in alignment with your cyclical feminine nature.

  • You want to truly open your heart to intimacy with yourself, others and with life, learning the art of leaning into vulnerability and gently disarming the self-protective defence mechanisms that keep love (including your own) at a distance.

  • You are ready to release dense internal states like guilt, shame and fear.

  • You are ready to unwind purity culture from your body-mind and claim the full size of your hunger and desire.

  • You no longer want to feel victimised by or numb to your desire and want to learn how to be in right relationship to it. 

  • You are curious about exploring a feminine-based spiritual and personal development path. 

This experience is for you if…

Meet Your Guide

I’m Nicole, born on the beautiful lands of Aotearoa. I had a fairly unconventional upbringing, raised on a large farm and part of an exclusive religious sect. The Church with No Name; you might find it on google as the “Two by Two’s.” I received a lot of harmful indoctrination during my formative years. Suppression and weaponisation of fear, guilt and shame as a means for control resulted in a severing of the connection to my body at a very young age. While religion also has many beautiful attributes and I respect it as a choice of path, it was not my Soul’s path. In October 2014 at 18 years old I made the decision to leave. This meant leaving behind my community, my family, my sense of belonging, an entire identity and paradigm and braving the journey of integration into the world I knew as the “Outside” with no support, on own.

Some of the biggest challenges I have intimately encountered on my path have been a deep reckoning with fear and shame around my body and sexuality, my sense of self-worth, home and belonging, domestic violence and abusive relationships, addiction in multiple forms and confronting the overwhelming void of aloneness, disconnection and the God sized hole.

Though I could not make sense of it at the time, a deeper undercurrent has always guided my life. That undercurrent is Eros. Eros has been my greatest teacher. Eros is what gave me the strength to carve my own path, breaking free from lineage cycles of entrapment. Eros has been the guiding force that has lead me to the places and experiences that have shaped me into the woman I am. Eros has liberated and bought me home to myself in the deepest way possible.

This body of work is a culmination of embodied wisdom from a decade of my life including training in tantra and embodiment facilitation and extensive mentorship under various teachers and guides. I would not be the woman I am today if it wasn’t for the powerful women that were placed on my path as I continually said yes to the initiatory path of Eros.

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FAQ

    • Live calls with recording

    • Q&A and personalised coaching

    • Assignments and practices for each module

    • WhatsApp group for communication, bonus material and additional support

  • There will be 3 calls per month with an integration week each month.

    Starting February 2026 (dates and times TBC)

  • Yes. This journey is suitable for anyone no matter their level of experience in this field. Feminine-based spirituality is a spiral path (like the cycles of feminine nature). There is no linear progression, only a deepening of embodiment and integration of the teachings through your opening, practice and cultivated relationship them.

  • This is a mature, responsible space for women 18+. 

    Women who participate must have some understanding of self-holding and a willingness to de-identify with victim mentality.

    Because the nature of this work is alchemical, it may bring up uncomfortable internal material to be worked with. This is purposeful and a part of the journey. You will be held and supported through this process.

    This journey is not suitable for women who are in active trauma.