I’m Nicole. Born on the beautiful lands of Aotearoa, I had a fairly unconventional upbringing, raised inside a religious sect that has no name, known by some as the Two by Twos. I left at age 18, to integrate into the “Outside” world, on my own. My sexuality was something I learned to fear from when I was young, growing up in a heavily suppressed and controlled environment. Over the past decade, my Soul has taken me on dark underworld journeys into the realms of sexuality and power dynamics.

I eventually emerged with a clear understanding of my assignment. Sexual awakening is spiritual awakening - it is awakening to power. I spent many years in such deep shame and confusion about this raw energy inside of me before I began to understand that sexuality and power are the same thing energetically. That is why there are so many layers of control and shame that have poisoned the collected feminine psyche. A woman who is fully sovereign, and in full ownership of her sex, cannot be controlled. She is a threat to a system that profits off women remaining asleep to and afraid of their creational power.

I guide women in the integration of Sex and Heart and into they embodied remembrance of their sexuality as part of their innate wholeness. My work lies at the intersection of erotic awakening, alchemy, energetic mastery and feminine spirituality.